My sister is sad and wants to talk with a previous male coworker of mine. He later approaches her and asks her what's wrong.
Repeat of the same thing. She now wants to talk to Jackson. He also approaches her. He says that he didn't think she'd be sad. Thought she just wanted to tell him something. But he's cool with trying to hear her out. Standing near a thinner hallway. Can't remember much else.
Wednesday, August 26, 2015
August 24, 2015 Dreams
Two stories happen, one after another. A boy with brown hair is in both (he's younger, like a child's age). I'm reading the first story. I can't remember exactly what happened, but it's about a girl in a large castle (she's not a princess, more of a servant I'd say). It's getting kinda long, so I flip to pretty much the end of the story. Later on the story becomes reality in some senses, and I realize that I don't know the backstory of what's going on anymore because I skipped the story. The girl did something to upset the Queen of the castle, and she's put on a dark brown wooden raft with a one-seater couch and another furniture and put on the sea. The boy's involvement in this story happens in the pages that I skipped.
In the second story, a girl gives a baby yellow chick to another girl to take care of. The second girl is standing on top of a toilet seat (not using it, as if she's hiding behind bathroom door). That girl flushes the chick down the toilet. I think this dream is also set in the same castle. The first girl is walking out of the castle and she glances over to where a small gateway connects the water outside to the water inside the castle. She notices the 'backlog' of water from the flush exactly 5 minutes later that the flush happens. She stares at the small barred thing, thinking that it's really strange and unusual to have a backlog. The boy is in the background, hopping/climbing around on the castle walls. She goes back inside and demands to know where the chick is. She has her suspicions. The second girl gives excuses. "Show me the chick. Just show me it."
The second girl is then sent on the raft with the first girl. They share their stories and talk about the boy that was in both their stories (the boy played a larger role in the second story as well. I just can't remember it too well either). As they share their stories, words literally run down the dream screen. They paddle with their feet a little and have fun, laughing together. I'm the girl on the left, and I think I have longer brown straight hair. I can't remember if I'm the girl from the first or second story. Both girls are relatively the same age. The Queen of the castle is furious when she finds out that the girls are having fun and that the raft isn't a good enough punishment (cut scene to the queen adult standing in front of her castle, fuming). She orders that the girls be chased and captured for a more severe punishment.
The girls hear of the news and more seriously look at their situation. The couch and the other furniture is no longer on the raft. They just swim. They have scuba masks or something because they can breathe and see underwater. I have my right arm on the raft, elbow to hand. We kick for a while and then stop at large dark-colored wet rocks to look around.
Sometime later, we find a fish. It's grey, not too big, and has a longish tail fin. I am not a male. We somehow realize that the fish is the daughter/child of the Queen and that it is communicating to her where we are.
Several dreams later I'm wandering inside the castle area as myself, exploring different rooms. One of the rooms is small and square-sized. Inside is completely black and white decorated. The bed, walls, dressers, etc. And I absolutely love it. The girl also wears B&W. I only peek inside because I don't want to bother the girl inside. When I stop peeking at it, some people tell me that she's goth. I say that I don't think she is. I really wanna go back to that room.
And in my delirious state of after waking up/wanting to go back to bed/etc, these came to mind:
LLUL (spoken, not written)
48 and then 8 (48 was some Bible verse reference I think, then someone said it's actually 8)
In the second story, a girl gives a baby yellow chick to another girl to take care of. The second girl is standing on top of a toilet seat (not using it, as if she's hiding behind bathroom door). That girl flushes the chick down the toilet. I think this dream is also set in the same castle. The first girl is walking out of the castle and she glances over to where a small gateway connects the water outside to the water inside the castle. She notices the 'backlog' of water from the flush exactly 5 minutes later that the flush happens. She stares at the small barred thing, thinking that it's really strange and unusual to have a backlog. The boy is in the background, hopping/climbing around on the castle walls. She goes back inside and demands to know where the chick is. She has her suspicions. The second girl gives excuses. "Show me the chick. Just show me it."
The second girl is then sent on the raft with the first girl. They share their stories and talk about the boy that was in both their stories (the boy played a larger role in the second story as well. I just can't remember it too well either). As they share their stories, words literally run down the dream screen. They paddle with their feet a little and have fun, laughing together. I'm the girl on the left, and I think I have longer brown straight hair. I can't remember if I'm the girl from the first or second story. Both girls are relatively the same age. The Queen of the castle is furious when she finds out that the girls are having fun and that the raft isn't a good enough punishment (cut scene to the queen adult standing in front of her castle, fuming). She orders that the girls be chased and captured for a more severe punishment.
The girls hear of the news and more seriously look at their situation. The couch and the other furniture is no longer on the raft. They just swim. They have scuba masks or something because they can breathe and see underwater. I have my right arm on the raft, elbow to hand. We kick for a while and then stop at large dark-colored wet rocks to look around.
Sometime later, we find a fish. It's grey, not too big, and has a longish tail fin. I am not a male. We somehow realize that the fish is the daughter/child of the Queen and that it is communicating to her where we are.
Several dreams later I'm wandering inside the castle area as myself, exploring different rooms. One of the rooms is small and square-sized. Inside is completely black and white decorated. The bed, walls, dressers, etc. And I absolutely love it. The girl also wears B&W. I only peek inside because I don't want to bother the girl inside. When I stop peeking at it, some people tell me that she's goth. I say that I don't think she is. I really wanna go back to that room.
And in my delirious state of after waking up/wanting to go back to bed/etc, these came to mind:
LLUL (spoken, not written)
48 and then 8 (48 was some Bible verse reference I think, then someone said it's actually 8)
August 23, 2015 Dreams
1a. I'm in a super market with a boy with brown hair (he's about my age--older teenager). Can't remember the beginning of this dream, but we've been hanging out together for a bit. He's pretty amiable and might like me. There's some short scene that I remember, where we're walking from one food section of the super market to the next. He runs into a side column thing and knocks some stuff over. We laugh about it. I think he's wearing a blue shirt. He's about to say something to me, but then I see Lance and go over to him. In the dream, Lance and I are well acquainted. The boy I'm with kinda tags along, keeping some distance between him and me in an unsure way. There's a row of food separating me and Lance, kinda like the meat rows in the frozen food sections. Behind Lance is a wall of more food. We're standing near a gap in the meat rows. I reach over the meat row thing and touch his hand. Instantly, I can feel the Holy Spirit flow into me--in my gut. I close my eyes, in the moment. We both raise our hands in the air so our arms are fully outstretched. I then begin to speak in tongues. Soon enough, I'm knocked over on the ground. I think I have some experience cuz when I open my eyes, the boy I was with is gone. I have the impression that he understood who Lance is to me, was disappointed or something, and left. Not sure if Lance was also knocked out by the Holy Spirit (my eyes were closed) but when I get up from the ground, he's still there.
1b. Lung cancer has been growing inside me for two years without me knowing. Somehow in the dream it's removed, and that's when I find out that I had the lung cancer (I had no idea previously). I want to tell everyone about it because I'm happy I survived. Also partially because I want to brag, I think. I'm almost too pushy in wanting to tell people. I'm in a grassy area. I find Lance near a mini (?) lake and tell him about the lung cancer. He's happy for me.
1c. A lot of scenes with just spending a LOT of time with Lance. Most always I'm standing near him. Hands touching, shoulder-to-shoulder, etc. It's a very warm feeling of comfort and whatnot, and he's totally cool with it (mutual affection).
1d. I'm walking in a forest. It's looks like a typical nature walk thing. A light brown dirt pathway with stones and trees all around. Typical tree colored. A narration voice says (or I know innately-can't remember, I think it's voice tho) that I'll be ready or something in 2 years (referring to Lance). I need to train to match his pace. In the dream, it's referring to the physical, as in I need to train to have more endurance in cardio/walking/etc to match him. I know that it really isn't meaning physical training, though, but spiritual. There's a quick scene of me walking on the trail and seeing Lance up ahead on the trail. I'm working to catch up and thinking that I need to train more. I'm not sure if that is me after the 2 year jump or not (that even after 2 years I need to train more).
2. Long story before stuff I can remember. Everything following is the exact sequence of what I dreamed (I remembered all the scenes in the dream. Unlike dreams in 1, which were all about the same relative story but with missing parts in between)
I'm in a village-like setting. No grass in the beginning. The village is recovering from some disaster or something. Weak buildings all brown and rotting or something. A man cloaked completely in black appears (a literal black cloak from head to toe, a hood covering his face). He invites the people in the village to join him in his darkness or something. People aren't so willing, so he asks them, "How dyou know you're not already infected?" as in, the darkness comes like a disease. The man is standing on a raised deck of a nearby house. (Stairs lead up to it, so he's on the second floor kinda, there's railing in front of him also). I think he has some people with him also.
I answer, "I have seen friendship/happiness return when there was none" or something to that effect. I'm speaking quite confidently, as I had just overcome something, and I feel like I can overcome any evil henceforth.
Dream then switches from 1st person to 3rd person POV. Who I was is revealed--a short-haired blond girl. Dream goes to a cut scene from the past. The girl (who is currently a teenager) is now a young child. The child is unsmiling, is covered in bandages, is kneeling in the ground with her hands in front of her, and she is all dirty from dust/mud. The people around the child are crying or something. The cut scene ends and goes back to the teenage blond girl, who screams as she realizes that she has been infected ever since she was a child. That cut scene was to remind her that evil lives inside of her, and that she will only bring misfortune and ruin to those around her (like a jinx).
I (watching the scenes) understand that there are three people total who are infected. The evil manifests itself in different ways for all three people, though This girl is one of those three people. I can't remember the second one. And the third person is a teenager with straight black hair. He has an older brother. In the next scene, the boy and his older brother are standing near a mini lake. There is now green grass on the ground. The boy understands that he is infected. The older brother suddenly takes out a sword and starts to mutilate himself by slashing his own body. He cuts his own chest several times and then lastly he slices his forehead (all horizontally). Blood is coming out, but not a whole lot (even when he literally cuts through half of his forehead). His forehead opens from the clean cut, almost like how a spherical container would open--top opening up. His chest also opens up, split halfway left and right. Even though he cut horizontally, his chest opens vertically. His ribs look like metal hooks that open up. And even though his body is opening, no guts or anything spill out (is he a partial mecha man/robot guy?). He then reaches into his chest and pulls out a fresh red apple. He shows it to his younger brother. For some reason, even though it was in the older brother, when he takes it out of himself, the younger brother is no longer infected. The younger brother is very impressed with his older bro's thinking. The older bro tosses the apple into the lake.
I am now a person in the dream. 1st POV again. All the village people are grouping up to defeat the man in black (who hasn't been seen ever since that first bit. Dunno what happened to the other 2 infected people). Most everyone is riding a flying bug creature thing. We're all flying to the right side of the original house and we all look tiny (I think it's the original house--where the man in black stood on top of). There's quite a lot of us--50 or so. Definitely more so than the amount of people in the beginning of the dream (only like 10 then). We find an older man with white hair who kinda has a pirate-y vibe. I can't hear what he's saying at first, so I want to go closer to him (quite a few lines of villagers are already lined up between me and him). The boy with black hair from earlier in the dream warms me not to get too close because he doesn't trust the old man yet. The old man then asks in a pirate-y accented voice, "Can you hear me now?" As in, get closer. I leave the boy with black hair and hop on my bug creature. I think the boy follows hesitantly. Dream camera zooms out to birds' eye view. The lines we're making are pretty messy and not very straight. "Can you hear me now?" the old man repeats. We say that we can. And then he says something along the lines of, "You're 'ayes' are messy. Listen to the 'ayes' of my people." There's a quick shot of a bunch of little yellow bug dots shouting AYE in unison. "Now listen to the ayes of you," the old man continues. A quick shot of us saying aye in a scattered fashion, starting/stopping at different times. "You must learn how to say 'AYE'," the old man ends with, implying if we can't do that, there's no way we can defeat the bad guy. And then the dream ends.
1b. Lung cancer has been growing inside me for two years without me knowing. Somehow in the dream it's removed, and that's when I find out that I had the lung cancer (I had no idea previously). I want to tell everyone about it because I'm happy I survived. Also partially because I want to brag, I think. I'm almost too pushy in wanting to tell people. I'm in a grassy area. I find Lance near a mini (?) lake and tell him about the lung cancer. He's happy for me.
1c. A lot of scenes with just spending a LOT of time with Lance. Most always I'm standing near him. Hands touching, shoulder-to-shoulder, etc. It's a very warm feeling of comfort and whatnot, and he's totally cool with it (mutual affection).
1d. I'm walking in a forest. It's looks like a typical nature walk thing. A light brown dirt pathway with stones and trees all around. Typical tree colored. A narration voice says (or I know innately-can't remember, I think it's voice tho) that I'll be ready or something in 2 years (referring to Lance). I need to train to match his pace. In the dream, it's referring to the physical, as in I need to train to have more endurance in cardio/walking/etc to match him. I know that it really isn't meaning physical training, though, but spiritual. There's a quick scene of me walking on the trail and seeing Lance up ahead on the trail. I'm working to catch up and thinking that I need to train more. I'm not sure if that is me after the 2 year jump or not (that even after 2 years I need to train more).
2. Long story before stuff I can remember. Everything following is the exact sequence of what I dreamed (I remembered all the scenes in the dream. Unlike dreams in 1, which were all about the same relative story but with missing parts in between)
I'm in a village-like setting. No grass in the beginning. The village is recovering from some disaster or something. Weak buildings all brown and rotting or something. A man cloaked completely in black appears (a literal black cloak from head to toe, a hood covering his face). He invites the people in the village to join him in his darkness or something. People aren't so willing, so he asks them, "How dyou know you're not already infected?" as in, the darkness comes like a disease. The man is standing on a raised deck of a nearby house. (Stairs lead up to it, so he's on the second floor kinda, there's railing in front of him also). I think he has some people with him also.
I answer, "I have seen friendship/happiness return when there was none" or something to that effect. I'm speaking quite confidently, as I had just overcome something, and I feel like I can overcome any evil henceforth.
Dream then switches from 1st person to 3rd person POV. Who I was is revealed--a short-haired blond girl. Dream goes to a cut scene from the past. The girl (who is currently a teenager) is now a young child. The child is unsmiling, is covered in bandages, is kneeling in the ground with her hands in front of her, and she is all dirty from dust/mud. The people around the child are crying or something. The cut scene ends and goes back to the teenage blond girl, who screams as she realizes that she has been infected ever since she was a child. That cut scene was to remind her that evil lives inside of her, and that she will only bring misfortune and ruin to those around her (like a jinx).
I (watching the scenes) understand that there are three people total who are infected. The evil manifests itself in different ways for all three people, though This girl is one of those three people. I can't remember the second one. And the third person is a teenager with straight black hair. He has an older brother. In the next scene, the boy and his older brother are standing near a mini lake. There is now green grass on the ground. The boy understands that he is infected. The older brother suddenly takes out a sword and starts to mutilate himself by slashing his own body. He cuts his own chest several times and then lastly he slices his forehead (all horizontally). Blood is coming out, but not a whole lot (even when he literally cuts through half of his forehead). His forehead opens from the clean cut, almost like how a spherical container would open--top opening up. His chest also opens up, split halfway left and right. Even though he cut horizontally, his chest opens vertically. His ribs look like metal hooks that open up. And even though his body is opening, no guts or anything spill out (is he a partial mecha man/robot guy?). He then reaches into his chest and pulls out a fresh red apple. He shows it to his younger brother. For some reason, even though it was in the older brother, when he takes it out of himself, the younger brother is no longer infected. The younger brother is very impressed with his older bro's thinking. The older bro tosses the apple into the lake.
I am now a person in the dream. 1st POV again. All the village people are grouping up to defeat the man in black (who hasn't been seen ever since that first bit. Dunno what happened to the other 2 infected people). Most everyone is riding a flying bug creature thing. We're all flying to the right side of the original house and we all look tiny (I think it's the original house--where the man in black stood on top of). There's quite a lot of us--50 or so. Definitely more so than the amount of people in the beginning of the dream (only like 10 then). We find an older man with white hair who kinda has a pirate-y vibe. I can't hear what he's saying at first, so I want to go closer to him (quite a few lines of villagers are already lined up between me and him). The boy with black hair from earlier in the dream warms me not to get too close because he doesn't trust the old man yet. The old man then asks in a pirate-y accented voice, "Can you hear me now?" As in, get closer. I leave the boy with black hair and hop on my bug creature. I think the boy follows hesitantly. Dream camera zooms out to birds' eye view. The lines we're making are pretty messy and not very straight. "Can you hear me now?" the old man repeats. We say that we can. And then he says something along the lines of, "You're 'ayes' are messy. Listen to the 'ayes' of my people." There's a quick shot of a bunch of little yellow bug dots shouting AYE in unison. "Now listen to the ayes of you," the old man continues. A quick shot of us saying aye in a scattered fashion, starting/stopping at different times. "You must learn how to say 'AYE'," the old man ends with, implying if we can't do that, there's no way we can defeat the bad guy. And then the dream ends.
Saturday, August 22, 2015
August 22, 2015 Dream
I'm standing on a soccer field. A game is going on. One side (the side I'm near) is wearing a standard blue and white uniform. Can't remember what the other team's color is, though. I'm near the goal, mostly just watching the game. At one point, the leader of the team (young man with darker skin) comes over to me and tells me that I'm supposed to give the goalie kick. I'm surprised by this because I'm not exactly athletic. I go over to the goal line to where the soccer ball is, moving it around a little with my feet (near the white line in front of the goal--for a second I worry that I just scored on my own team, but I guess not cuz the leader is watching and says nothing--he's standing a few feet away in front of me, facing me). I take a couple steps back and try doing a punt kick (as if it's football). I'm kicking it with my left foot, and it's a pretty bad kick haha. Just scrape the side of it.
Later on, there's a flashback scene to a story of two younger boys and their parents. The two brothers are about aged 8-10 and 4-6 respectively. Both have darker skin, black curlier hair. Dusty faces. They're traveling in the back of an old Jeep-like car, in the open trunk. Their parents are seated in the front. Can't remember exactly what the older brother says, but he says that he must kill his younger brother because of his parents' wishes--or something like that. The two brothers are the captains of the two teams in the soccer game (from first part of dream).
Friday, August 21, 2015
August 21, 2015 Dreams
1. Something to do with Shrek lol. A long story tho (can't remember). But it was a good story.
2. I'm in a house (or am watching the scene--can't remember) with my mom (or whoever the mom of the 1st person POV is). We shut the nearest door close. But just as we do, a bunch of bees/similar bug like creatures fly in from the other door. The mom rushes over to the other door, asking why it wasn't shut already. I'm standing in the hallway (wooden ground). There's an open door to the right (living room or something). If I just take a few steps, I'm in the kitchen (very basic kitchen) and a little further is the other door where all the bugs flew in from.
3. Watching/playing some street basketball (only one hoop) with siblings and maybe a few others.
2. I'm in a house (or am watching the scene--can't remember) with my mom (or whoever the mom of the 1st person POV is). We shut the nearest door close. But just as we do, a bunch of bees/similar bug like creatures fly in from the other door. The mom rushes over to the other door, asking why it wasn't shut already. I'm standing in the hallway (wooden ground). There's an open door to the right (living room or something). If I just take a few steps, I'm in the kitchen (very basic kitchen) and a little further is the other door where all the bugs flew in from.
3. Watching/playing some street basketball (only one hoop) with siblings and maybe a few others.
August 19, 2015 Dream
I'm telling my mom about something that happened in real life at a camp I went to (Wednesday night). We're at our house, sitting on the fuzzy brown carpet that's near the open door to the kitchen, I believe. In the dream it's just absolutely necessary for me to tell her/super important.
August 18, 2015 Dreams
1. Nighttime. Lake.
2a. I'm with a group of people in a large corridor in the air. White ground/ceiling, glass sides (for the most part). The complex is shaped in a backwards L as far as I know. The group of people and I are stuck in the corridor area. In order to move on, we must complete some sort of task. Once a person completes it, the white wall at the end of the corridor opens, and s/he can walk through. I'm not sure where it leads to. An example of a task is lifting some silver box thing x many times (Haven does this, and then I don't see him again). I'm looking around seeing what others are doing (about 5-7 other young people nearby doing tasks). I then look outside the window and notice that there's a few small spiders on the white windowsill. They're all black and look like daddy long legs (except their legs aren't as long). The spiders are trying to get into the complex it seems.
Shortly afterward I'm in the other side of the corridor (I walk back, turn around the bend). A young toddler/baby comes out (from the hook of the bend--it's staying in some dog house looking thing) and says that we should close off the wall of the bend. He (I think it's a he) says that if we close the bend off, the spiders will be contained in one area. Aka sacrificing a few for the many. A man nearby, who I think is in charge, laughs it off and says that's silly. The child goes back to where he came from.
2b. Same complex, different POV. I'm now Harley Quinn (who I realize is a comic book character irl, but in this dream she's totally different). I can feel spiders crawling up my arms (especially my right arm) and can feel them nipping at me. Like I'm being poisoned. While this is happening, a narrator is speaking--a voice of evil kind of person. There's a quick flash to an almost television show, where people are reacting to this happening to the "president of the US." Not sure if this means that Harley Quinn (I) am the prez, but quick flashes of surprised/worried people watching. Maybe what's happening in the corridor is being broadcasted elsewhere.
2c. Change of POV again. Birds eye view (watching now). Harley Quinn is in a caged complex area. Pale/sickly yellow walls. She's surrounded on three sides by the yellow walls, the fourth side (facing east) is horizontal caging bars (that are the same yellow color). She's lying on the ground in a fetal position, shriveling up. She's also wearing an astronaut suit (white). Two men appear in the scene. A door opens up, allowing them to enter the yellow corridor (I think the room is lined up with caged prisoners or something). One of the men is the "intelligence system" literally. Hard to explain what this means, but that's the exact phrase used in the dream. The man just knows it all. Anyway, he is able to slip into the caged cell and take Harley Quinn out without needing keys because he is the intelligence system. I don't know what the other man does, just that he was accompanying the first man.
3. I'm world building. In front of me are hundreds of Playmobil figures in many rows/columns. They're all sitting down. I'm creating a story where the children are the future adults of my story. Each child is a sibling of the family. So it's like I'm creating the back story. I know every name of every toy, and each person has a back story/life. One of the siblings is named Saphira. I think I'm talking with someone else. Dream is in my perspective tho (can't see myself, just the toys in front of me). Whole dream camera is of toys.
4. I'm with another girl who receives a letter. It's two sided (much like Birthday cards and whatnot). The message is urgent and can only be read by a few trusted individuals, including the girl I'm with. Very neat handwriting (black ink) except for the right side upper half. Can't remember what's written except for the scribbly part. The girl who wrote the letter has several lines in the same format.
Name: _____ (list of person's children). Each of the names are siblings, and one name is Saphira. So one line is like this "Saphira: ___, ___, ___, etc." The girl I'm with reads the letter fairly quickly. My eyes are drawn to the name listing part, so I don't get the chance to read all of it. The girl closes the letter, puts it in its original envelope, and hands it to me, telling me to keep it safe and to not open it because it's not safe right now. I want to know what I didn't read, however, so I'm tempted to open the envelope and read it. The girl goes off.
There are people lined up all around me (much like how the Playmobil were lined up in dream 3--except these people are all real, and they're standing, not sitting). Rows and rows of people, all fairly the same height/age. Mostly young men. So there's a bunch of people facing me, and then there's a gap of space, and then there's a group of people facing them. We're in an actual room, though, with very light brown walls (almost white walls). I'm standing behind a group of standing people, near the S wall (in my perspective). I decide to read the letter, so I crouch down, open the envelope, and read the last bits that I wasn't able to read before. When I'm finished reading the letter, I set it on the ground and stand up, only to realize that enemies have entered the room. They're wearing black and red, I think (black uniforms, red sash thing). They're marching in single filed line, walking through the gap where people are standing up in rows. I look to my right (at the east wall) and see these letters on the wall "L.U.C.Y." which represents an acronym of sorts. There are some bad guys setting it up somehow. I then realize that I've made a mistake/given myself away when one of the enemies looks right at me. He notices me because I'm not in formation. He calls me over. I'm not captured because he necessarily knows about the letter, but because I represent a letter in the alphabet. Another girl is captured as well who represent the same letter. Camera then goes into 3rd POV for a bit so I see myself being captured. The man grabs the top of the collar of my shirt. The girl that's captured is wearing the same shirt as me, so it's almost like a mirror. Our sashes are oval shaped (I think red colored). The bad guys also capture the leader of the good guys and his best friend. They don't know that they've captured the leader, however (as everyone was in uniform/look similar), but they just capture him because he represents a specific letter. And another 1-2 people are captured as well. All of us captured spell out a word. We're led out.
Scene change (still 3rd POV). All of us are tied against a barbed cage thing. It's dark, the caged wall is dark colored, etc. We're talking amongst ourselves. Somehow, we're tied so that our waists can bend back. Our feet are tied to our heads (so it's like we're flexible backwards how humans can normally bend themselves forward). We look almost like toys because we're tied up in that way.
Thursday, August 20, 2015
August 17, 2015 Dream
I'm walking from one location to the next with a girl. It's snowing outside (snow already covering ground). We reach the second place--wooden house. We're both wet from the snow. The girl takes her shirt off, she's wearing a lacy black bra underneath. A boy is nearby, and he approaches her lustfully. I later find out that he took advantage of her or something, and I'm furious. I take him outside and punish him (by hitting him against something repeatedly--over and over and over again. I count how many times he's hit, over 50 times).
Group thing with other girls in the house? Everyone is sitting in a circle in a living room area. Large house.
I'm in an underground area. Dream camera is a birds eye view. I find a hole/entrance underneath second large grey stone pillar. Pillars are lined up in a row (two rows total, 7-10 in a row). People scattered underground. Everything is grey. I find the entrance people have been looking for in forever. It leads to some place/allows some creature to come out/etc. Good thing for the people. I found it it instinctively (just went right over to it).
Group thing with other girls in the house? Everyone is sitting in a circle in a living room area. Large house.
I'm in an underground area. Dream camera is a birds eye view. I find a hole/entrance underneath second large grey stone pillar. Pillars are lined up in a row (two rows total, 7-10 in a row). People scattered underground. Everything is grey. I find the entrance people have been looking for in forever. It leads to some place/allows some creature to come out/etc. Good thing for the people. I found it it instinctively (just went right over to it).
August 16, 2015 Dream
About the people I worked with (just finished work night before). Lots of laughing, hanging out
August 14, 2015 Dream
Girl comments on how she was taken advantage by a guy named Cameron (who is her online friend in the dream). She says it pretty casually to me. We're also talking with someone else, all standing up.
August 12, 2015 Dream
Kiss Haven twice (first mutual then second one he's leaving and I run after him for a second/good bye one). Then right after I regret it because I realize that my marriage kiss won't be my first kiss from a man.
August 11, 2015 Dream
I'm sky ping with Jackson. He's wearing a red shirt and has thicker/curlier hair than he currently has right now. He's wearing a white hat. At the end, we say good bye, I smile, take a pic
August 10, 2015 Dream
A boy with black curly hair (teenager-ish age) has to make a decision between two choices. The choice he makes affects me drastically in the dream. Long story that I can't remember
July 30, 2015 Dream
If I invest in Lance, he'll impart something in me.
If I invest in Grant, he'll take something away form me (lots of white small paper slips--phone #?)
Talking with Alex. "I thought you were cute when I first saw you."
"Haha yeah? How bout this morning?"
I pause. "You walked away from sociality." (away from breakfast table to conference center).
Some understanding passes between us. Keep it friendly, nothing more.
July 22, 2015 Dream
Can't remember the beginning. Near the end, my sis, younger bro, and I are on a cart (that looks like a mining cart from Shobi). We're riding a roller-coaster-like road, trying to run away from someone. At one part of the dream, we're in a warehouse top, living there. Then we realize that whoever we're running from knows where we are, so we have to be on the move. All of us hop in the brown cart, ready to roll. There's a hole in the middle of the warehouse (the cone ceiling is on top of us), and the coaster rode goes through it to blue skies. As we're all getting on, a lady appears in the warehouse. We exit quickly.
July 21, 2015 Dream
123 132 124 (slow song I was hearing. I used numbers to try remembering the melody).
1. Haven is somewhere in the dream in some school event. Darkish room. Brown wooden floor. Bunch of other people there too. School ends, and I hear someone is coming. I think it's someone famous coming, but instead a funeral happens. The orchestra starts playing. At first the music sounds good, but then they get to an all harmonics section, and most of the musicians can't hit the notes right. I pick up a cello from where I'm sitting next to some girl (my stand partner even though she's playing a violin/viola). The conductor lady (looks like orchestra conductor from old high school) says I'm like a great magician. I whisper to the girl next to me that the conductor lady is way off lol. The lady hears me whispering and asks me what I'm saying. I fumble for words at first and them flip to the next page of taped music pages and say that I'm looking forward to playing the fast section. Then I tell her that I'm already going to college (the real USC vs the other USC) and that I haven't played cello in 5 months. Her voice keeps talking as scene changes. Lady is saying (in narrator-like voice) that people all need a constant in life (aka music). If they don't have a constant, life will fall apart.
2. I'm outside walking through a dirt ditch path. There are some vines on the ground. On top of the ditch (on the sides) are grass. The dirt path is fairly wide and long. Behind me (where I came from) are where lots of people are, including my mom. Walking away from them by myself down the dirt ditch.
Scene change. I'm not standing on the edge of the ditch. I see RDJ walking in the ditch, and I jump down. I follow him and tell him he can't leave me because I'm lonely. Up ahead there's a rope ladder thing on a swing set looking compartment. We're climbing up it. He sighs and lets me catch up, saying that it's not fair for me to say that (for him to not leave me). We go down the ditch path in the opposite way.
Go to a house afterward and some event happens. Afterward we hide when we see two girls approach in. The house is white, fairly large, we're on the first floor of the house. Fuzzy ish light brown carpet. Half nude women cardboard figures? (No idea what this means). This is bad for some reason. Something attacks us. After we defeat it, the dream rewinds back and tells the story of how it (???) started with the girls (who are friends) then passes to other people.
I hug RDJ. The back of his shirt is sweaty, but I don't care. I realize that I'm in love with him even though he has a wife. I want to tell him that I love him, but I'm afraid he'll reject me if I say anything.
Other people appear. About 4-5 in group total, including RDJ, my sister, and a young woman and a young woman. RDJ clothes change? Or maybe just opened his orange shirt--can see upper chest.
I look out of a window in the house and see the grassy top of ground (very lush green). There's an older man mowing the grass. Someone in the group ducks down and says we can't let anyone see us(including the old man). I ask why, and then I see something by the man (a dog or something?) that indicates danger. I duck down as well. Then a giant creature appears in the sky. It's black, has many oozing tentacles, ugly face. It's alien-like, with black mucous liquid/ooze coming from the tentacles (not dripping on ground, just oozing in the air). And it's enormous. I tell the others in the group that we gotta run downstairs. I start heading that way then look back to see that most everyone is not moving (of course). The creature crashes through the window (no broken glass) and attacks RDJ, wrapping its tentacles all over it. My sis is closes to him and tries to help him but is instead attacked by the tentacles and falls to the ground. I yell "NO!" and run over to help as well. I accidentally touch a tentacle on the ground and feel really hot heat from it. I cry out in pain and fall over. Then all the tentacles retract, and all of them go over to RDJ. My sis and I get up. RDJ's being melded into something. Orange new robotic arms or something. Flesh turning into something else or something like that. My sis knows how to free him and grabs one of the metallic arms and tries pushing it up (almost like a lever). I grab the other one. I'm able to push it all the way up while I scream in anger cuz I don't wanna lose him. When I push the arm all the way up, the creature instantly disappears. RDJ is sizzling, and his clothes look different (more black colored than orange).
Suddenly RDJ (who is lying on some black workout bench or something) says on automatic that he now functions passive aggressive (or something like that). As if a function is going off inside him (like a robot, triggered by something). Passive-aggressive functions on everything (he begins to list things) because one arm thing wasn't pulled up. Aka will disagree on all subjects. He looks at me while saying this. I know what he's saying is that pretty much whatever happened between us (event in the house that I can't remember) is lost in his memory, that I will no longer be someone special, and that he has somehow been forced to act a certain way in response to me now. Someone else (young man I think) asks what will be the same. RDJ says religion. I ask why, frustrated. Cuz everyone believes in God, some other person says. I have a sinking gut feeling, knowing that he's never guna be the same guy I had adventures with before, and I wonder if I will ever be able to love him in the same way again.
July 5, 2015 Dream
I'm with a group of young adults. Haven pulls up in his car with purple flowers and asks ET to be his girlfriend. Makes some 'move on' gesture to me. My mom drives me away with my sis in the backseat. Cry as we pull away.
June 26, 2015 Dream
Dark outside taking pics. Later on meet fouseytube. Crying? For some reason. In the dream I have long hair in a very neat bun (in real life I have shorter hair). It's bleach blond near base of my head with blue at the ends (so bun is blond, surrounded by blue). Take two selfies.
June 24, 2015 Dreams
Just some snapshots from iPhone. Don't remember them lol
1. Walking on Firelane 8, leash of some bad guy, Feldy, bad guy shot in back, wizard higher power than bad guy (power rock?) Feldy turns into someone else, hold hand and follow.
2. Ambrosia- feel outside, enter inside of someone's memories/soul? Asuna. Grab sword-pen?
3. Mom enters room, just sis and my imagination?
1. Walking on Firelane 8, leash of some bad guy, Feldy, bad guy shot in back, wizard higher power than bad guy (power rock?) Feldy turns into someone else, hold hand and follow.
2. Ambrosia- feel outside, enter inside of someone's memories/soul? Asuna. Grab sword-pen?
3. Mom enters room, just sis and my imagination?
June 7, 2015 Dream
Series of dreams all connected. I'm with a group of people, and the only way to transport from one world to another is to find everyone in the group and go to a ship, which will then take us to the next place. We're all away from home (and trying to get home). In every place, we have to complete some objective before the ship appears. We all start out separated when we reach a new place (some times as individuals, some times in small groups), but in the end everyone has to come together. The ship kinda looks like A Thousand Sunny (from One Piece) aka standard largish ship with sails, ropes, etc.
In one world, I'm a waitress. I have a red apron around my waist, have some device that records orders, etc. I'm working at some restaurant near a port. Circular white tables with umbrella tops (blue?). As a group we all complete our individual objectives, but we all have to sneak away. All leave at nighttime. Group together at the ship. As the ship is flying off, I look off the edge and see Mrs. Hardt watching us leave (she was the owner or something of the restaurant I worked at. I had to sneak away from her even though she was very kind to me while I was there).
Next thing I know, I'm in a dark tunnel that's halfway filled with water (to my waist about). At first I'm with everyone (about a group of 7 ish people). As we wade through the water to the light at the end of the tunnel, I find that I'm only with two other people- my sister and an old classmate (ET. There are also boys in our group tho). We hear music. Wade out of the water onto sandy-colored ground. Water disappears behind us. We climb up a stairs to our right, following the music. Open the door nearest to us when we go up the stairs (dark brown wooden door) and see Nathan M. and two little kids in a room. Nathan is playing the piano. When he sees us, he stops playing to talk with us.
In one world, I'm a waitress. I have a red apron around my waist, have some device that records orders, etc. I'm working at some restaurant near a port. Circular white tables with umbrella tops (blue?). As a group we all complete our individual objectives, but we all have to sneak away. All leave at nighttime. Group together at the ship. As the ship is flying off, I look off the edge and see Mrs. Hardt watching us leave (she was the owner or something of the restaurant I worked at. I had to sneak away from her even though she was very kind to me while I was there).
Next thing I know, I'm in a dark tunnel that's halfway filled with water (to my waist about). At first I'm with everyone (about a group of 7 ish people). As we wade through the water to the light at the end of the tunnel, I find that I'm only with two other people- my sister and an old classmate (ET. There are also boys in our group tho). We hear music. Wade out of the water onto sandy-colored ground. Water disappears behind us. We climb up a stairs to our right, following the music. Open the door nearest to us when we go up the stairs (dark brown wooden door) and see Nathan M. and two little kids in a room. Nathan is playing the piano. When he sees us, he stops playing to talk with us.
Tuesday, April 7, 2015
April 6, 2015 Dream
This dream happens three times, each time slightly different, and I can't really remember what happens in each time. Basically there's a spaceship that's flying above the buildings on Earth, visible to everyone in that area. It's a stereotypical UFO-shaped spaceship that's grey and circular shaped with a dome-shaped center and ring-shaped surrounding. It beams up people from the ground with cylinder-shaped beams that are light yellow colored. About 20-40 are beamed up in a short amount of time and are brought to a certain room in the UFO. I don't remember who the enemies are, but there are enemies in the dream. I'm beamed up three times. After the people beamed up finish a certain task, they are brought back to Earth, but I'm the only one who can remember being up there in the first place. People gather on the ground before people are beamed and after people are returned. It's almost like a show. People watch, thinking it'd be interesting/fun. When I'm brought back to ground and people are waiting around for the second beam-up, I tell people that it's not a good thing and that they don't want to be on board. I tell them that I've been there before, but people tell me that I wasn't. I myself can't remember exactly what happened while I was there, but I have a very deja vu feeling thinking about it. When I'm beamed back up for the second time, the moment I'm inside the UFO, I remember exactly what happened last time I was there. Only problem is that the people who are beamed up are all new people, and they don't listen to me and don't believe what I tell them will happen. I vaguely remember everyone in a room together. Everyone else is an adult, and most everyone is sitting down. We're discussing, and I'm frustrated. We complete whatever task we're supposed to complete, and everyone goes to the outside of the UFO, standing on the grey rim and looking down. I again say that I've done this exact thing before. And then everyone returns to ground level somehow. Repeat of last time. I can't remember exactly what happened while I was in the UFO, but I know that I've been there two times already. Third beam comes around, and this time I'm with my sis and Fox. Light beam takes the three of us up, and I grab onto Fox on the way up. Repeat. Dream ends before we return back to the ground.
April 2, 2015 Dream
It's about The 10th Doctor and Rose. They're traveling some place, having a good time, and all that fun stuff, and then they reach this land. It's almost translucent and very dreamy-like. The grounds are lightly rainbow colored. Very faint colors. The colors are moving on the ground almost like the ground is water. It's somewhat hilly. The sky is white. The Doctor is talking to Rose about such and such and then he concludes his talk by saying that she is the 'Eve' (a huge revelation). As he says that, the word 'EVE' appears in the sky near them in large letters, all caps. Dream camera person is about to ask the Doctor who that would make him when dream ends.
April 1, 2015 Dreams
Three dreams all about the same thing–ship traveling. The first two trips are practically identical.
1. I can't remember the beginning, but I am with other people in the ship (I can only remember a man whose dark haired and has a beard I think, don't know him in real life) are escaping from some people or trying to reach some destination. Not sure. We're in a large boat that's not heavily armed (with cannons, etc). Still a big boat though. At some point we are traveling by a current and we reach a wall. There is a sharp 90º turn to the right that the ship will have a difficult time turning with the fast current. There's a plug in the middle of the wall on top of the water. It has a shaft and then a larger circular top that I have to grab and pull. On the first trip, I see the plug and try to pull it out to stop the water and open some entrance, but I don't do it fast enough. The current catches up and I die.
2. In the second dream, the beginning is the exact same but we reach the plug, I immediately go right to it, knowing exactly what I have to do. In my mind I'm thinking that I'm going to die because that's what happened last time, but this time I pull the plug and survive. I think the plug opens the wall and sends the current through. Either way, the man exits the ship, and we walk onto land. He asks me what we're supposed to do next, and I tell him that I don't know because last time I died while trying to pull the plug. We continue our travels. It's a pretty cool travel.
3. I can't really remember this one except that I send my sis and another girl on a journey. They have to travel by a small boat (that's about the size of a canoe) on a long journey. It's like the canoe I have at home with three horizontal bars for seating on. But this boat is made of wood and is light brown colored. I tell the two girls about what they have to do and that they have to make sure they balance their weight out while in the boat. I make sure they understand that because that's super important–balancing the weight. If the ship tilts this way, they have to slide over that way, etc. They never actually go in the boat in this dream. But as I talk (like a narration), the boat animates in dream camera, turning when I say, "If the boat turns..." and so forth.
1. I can't remember the beginning, but I am with other people in the ship (I can only remember a man whose dark haired and has a beard I think, don't know him in real life) are escaping from some people or trying to reach some destination. Not sure. We're in a large boat that's not heavily armed (with cannons, etc). Still a big boat though. At some point we are traveling by a current and we reach a wall. There is a sharp 90º turn to the right that the ship will have a difficult time turning with the fast current. There's a plug in the middle of the wall on top of the water. It has a shaft and then a larger circular top that I have to grab and pull. On the first trip, I see the plug and try to pull it out to stop the water and open some entrance, but I don't do it fast enough. The current catches up and I die.
2. In the second dream, the beginning is the exact same but we reach the plug, I immediately go right to it, knowing exactly what I have to do. In my mind I'm thinking that I'm going to die because that's what happened last time, but this time I pull the plug and survive. I think the plug opens the wall and sends the current through. Either way, the man exits the ship, and we walk onto land. He asks me what we're supposed to do next, and I tell him that I don't know because last time I died while trying to pull the plug. We continue our travels. It's a pretty cool travel.
3. I can't really remember this one except that I send my sis and another girl on a journey. They have to travel by a small boat (that's about the size of a canoe) on a long journey. It's like the canoe I have at home with three horizontal bars for seating on. But this boat is made of wood and is light brown colored. I tell the two girls about what they have to do and that they have to make sure they balance their weight out while in the boat. I make sure they understand that because that's super important–balancing the weight. If the ship tilts this way, they have to slide over that way, etc. They never actually go in the boat in this dream. But as I talk (like a narration), the boat animates in dream camera, turning when I say, "If the boat turns..." and so forth.
Monday, March 30, 2015
March 29, 2015 Dream
Many, many dreams (I woke up exactly 7 times in the night–I counted). The last one, or one of the last ones was about me driving on a long, winding road. It wouldn't end, and I was trying to find my way home. It was day and night at times. I went on loopy roads and straight roads, etc. I went past several buildings (and backtracked as well to the same buildings). Frustrated because I couldn't find my way back home.
Feb ?, 2015 Dreams
1. Several about people giving me encouragement.
2. Yelling at Haven to GTFO in person. He's with a friend of his, turns away. I turn away as well and take the elevator to floor 4 (the floor of death).
3. (exactly a week after dream 2) Someone wants to monitor me at all time, puts some device on my wrist to make sure I don't do anything stupid. I'm annoyed.
4. A lot a lot a lot about Haven and life, etc.
January 5, 2015 Dreams
1. See JLin in open bball court with huge glass window. With my sibs (not completely sure if older bro was there), we wave, he waves back. Want to take a selfie with him in it or a pic with him but don't want to be too obvious. Want to tell haven about him too.
2. Standing in some park-ish looking place with brown rocks and a small waterfall thing behind me. Almost like a monarch garden.
3. Some fight (not physical) between group of people tryna get something as a prize. A type of race I think. Characters avatars? Vs real people
2. Standing in some park-ish looking place with brown rocks and a small waterfall thing behind me. Almost like a monarch garden.
3. Some fight (not physical) between group of people tryna get something as a prize. A type of race I think. Characters avatars? Vs real people
January 4, 2015 Dreams
1. My cello breaks at the neck and right side. Yell at people around me (old school peeps) for breaking it. See Haven across the hallways and wave. Try to mouth something to him.
2. At my old school parking lot.
2. At my old school parking lot.
January 3, 2015 Dreams
1. Mission by lead woman to grab white item from wall in distance. Given special black glove. Must've failed first round cuz do it twice. First time don't know exactly what I'm trying to get. Second time I have someone with me when asking exactly what I'm getting. Some fight going on outside.
2. CMR, CA, and I sneak in compound. Jump through wooden opening. Go around edges. Have white object that can turn into the head of a small baby black girl that can speak. Pass family of black people, all female I think. Then I'm on my own. Climb over sports fence thing. People are chasing me. I open two compartments of buildings, releasing other people and creatures to my side. Find my machine (Lego brown/white flying machine) and get it to fly out of complex. Shot down by a traitor from my team that looks like a sheep standing on two feet. Fall into ocean. Flashback to two creatures bald and big eyes on mountain. Not a lot of food there. One tells the other that she's leaving and that she doesn't care if she's rejected from society. She just wants to get out. Person in Lego ship is taken out. Sees an enemy is a clone of himself, a man that looks like Martin Freeman.
"Dreams are interesting. They can take you anywhere. Deep blue sea, cave dive." –Narrative
2. CMR, CA, and I sneak in compound. Jump through wooden opening. Go around edges. Have white object that can turn into the head of a small baby black girl that can speak. Pass family of black people, all female I think. Then I'm on my own. Climb over sports fence thing. People are chasing me. I open two compartments of buildings, releasing other people and creatures to my side. Find my machine (Lego brown/white flying machine) and get it to fly out of complex. Shot down by a traitor from my team that looks like a sheep standing on two feet. Fall into ocean. Flashback to two creatures bald and big eyes on mountain. Not a lot of food there. One tells the other that she's leaving and that she doesn't care if she's rejected from society. She just wants to get out. Person in Lego ship is taken out. Sees an enemy is a clone of himself, a man that looks like Martin Freeman.
"Dreams are interesting. They can take you anywhere. Deep blue sea, cave dive." –Narrative
January 2, 2015 Dreams
Lots of mini dreams. One that I go to school without doing winter break HW (lol). Another that I'm in a stats group doing the take home test (lol again). Sis does but isn't explaining to me because she's in a bad mood or something. Some geometric shaped, complex 3D problem.
January 1, 2015 Dream
Making a car machine out of pieces and working with group. Using black pieces and glue. Something to do with RDJ. At end putting wheel part together, have edge face ground instead of flat. Better traction. (Note: we were working on a physics project where we had to make a mousetrap car)
December 31, 2014 Dream
Something about Haven. Two parts. One of em is me wanting to confess to him or something like that.
December 30, 2014 Dream
Man with 750K reads on book graduate of Xavier guna make appearance. Buzz in the area. See some recent alum of my high school and point them out to my parents. Some guy tryna court a girl in a classroom ish area. Chattery. I receive notification that J__ someone liked all my photos/comments or something.
December 29, 2014 Dreams
1. Haven in background, saving ppl, get trapped by a metal net thing.
2. Tennis ball game related thing.
3. Haven's car pulls up. I open the front door. He's with Kylie H, laughing. Slam the door shut and walk away. He starts to drive away, stops and opens the door, calling to me to ask why the slam. I don't answer and get in our car. Fox in the back? Eating some cookie cake thing.
2. Tennis ball game related thing.
3. Haven's car pulls up. I open the front door. He's with Kylie H, laughing. Slam the door shut and walk away. He starts to drive away, stops and opens the door, calling to me to ask why the slam. I don't answer and get in our car. Fox in the back? Eating some cookie cake thing.
December 25, 2014 Dream
A young lady has the code name of "Mom." She's the leader of a team of sorts. Blond haired teenager coming out of black building. This was a cool dream.
November 9, 2014 Dream
Izzy black car. Lying on ground at foot of bed, drawers open. Black cat shivers, wrap with blanket. Sis on bed.
November 7, 2014 Dream
1. I beat up some guy who's trying to get to my sis.
2. Lower left molar next to wisdom teeth falls out. Race around track happening. I'm technically signed by someone else to do it, but I don't. With Haven and some other of his guy friends (Earn, etc). Haven leans over and asks, "Hey what's up with B?"
2. Lower left molar next to wisdom teeth falls out. Race around track happening. I'm technically signed by someone else to do it, but I don't. With Haven and some other of his guy friends (Earn, etc). Haven leans over and asks, "Hey what's up with B?"
October 17, 2014 Dream
Sitting to the left of Haven, lay head facing left then face right, he's facing me. Somehow get to the point where we're side by side, holding hands. I want to cry.
October 15, 2014 Dream
Haven texts back (had argument bout swearing the night before ended without resolution bc he crashed).
October 13, 2014 Dream
Something about texting Haven 50-1=# in middle of the night cuz thinking of lil raider (game) deaths in some mission. In the morning he texts back, saying, "Lol that's right" or something along those lines, as well as something else.
October 11, 2014 Dreams
1. APUSH 3 paragraph due at 11am Saturday then noon on Sunday.
2. Senior photography peeps sends email saying sorry for responding 2 days late.
2. Senior photography peeps sends email saying sorry for responding 2 days late.
October 10, 2014 Dreams
1. Sis not getting in for model role. I walk out of room (red carpet, pasty orange walls), blacking out so unsteady outside. Two railings. Man asks if I'm okay.
2. Driving around in open area with poles and stuff sticking out.
3. Mom washes the Haven jerseys and I'm pretty upset about that.
4. Something about SAT. yuck..
2. Driving around in open area with poles and stuff sticking out.
3. Mom washes the Haven jerseys and I'm pretty upset about that.
4. Something about SAT. yuck..
October 9, 2014 Dreams
1. Something about 3 juries and majority. 200+ yes in jury don't understand.
2. Lance starting to French braid my down hair.
2. Lance starting to French braid my down hair.
October 5, 2014 Dream
Some dream about Haven, Fox, and I hanging out. Sitting down with legs straight in front of me next to Haven. Fox comes between us and talks with us.
August 8, 2014 Dreams
1. Some night party.
2. Two men running fem another guy. Running down hallway, reach door area. Open one door with a German Shepherd. Open another and run in.
3. Sis and I run, find room with portal to another world. Lady helps us somehow. Dressing room seems like. I get in first. Portal is smaller than I thought it'd be. Sis gets in shortly after. Dream ends before we actually go. Dots signaling how long we have to do whatevs. Apparently if we stay in it for 90 days, we'll be dead. Think that lady is trying to kill us.
August 4, 2014 Dream
Substitute teacher blond hair. Doodle, Haven to left, girl to right, second to right on edge of long desk. Facing L wall, screen 90º on right. Have to erase doodles. Haven has 3. Use white eraser. Girl iPad, scroll down manga, back up to find right page. All color, mostly yellow-orange. Shadow ruins scrolling so move iPad. Tell teacher I'm helping her find page.
August 3, 2014 Dreams
1. Haven and I lean backs against each other and then I lean my head on his shoulder.
2. See Alex/Carl in crowd. Tell my sis he looks like Lance. She disagrees.
3. Going to pool area for event. Some people are dressed in swimming wear. Question why they knew event ahead of time. Man with rack sacks tells us to tie one. Don't have one at first so get on. I'm behind schedule of sorts, he mocks me sorta. See two headbands but have wood shillings on them. Man talks to new group, I toss my small sack to him. Bounce off hand. He waves off, I pick up and hand to him. Rounds new ground. Find old group. Sis has swimming wear (long purple shirt one). Ask how she got it. She says she went back to the hotel.
2. See Alex/Carl in crowd. Tell my sis he looks like Lance. She disagrees.
3. Going to pool area for event. Some people are dressed in swimming wear. Question why they knew event ahead of time. Man with rack sacks tells us to tie one. Don't have one at first so get on. I'm behind schedule of sorts, he mocks me sorta. See two headbands but have wood shillings on them. Man talks to new group, I toss my small sack to him. Bounce off hand. He waves off, I pick up and hand to him. Rounds new ground. Find old group. Sis has swimming wear (long purple shirt one). Ask how she got it. She says she went back to the hotel.
July 28, 2014 Dreams
1. Dinner place, long line, buffet style. Going to get one type of meat then decide to get other type.
2. Connected room. See hip hop group, coordination off a bit, more individual dance than group dance. Go to sis and older bro, who are working with weights. Help bro set his weights to the side. Sis tells me she was with some guy before.
2. Connected room. See hip hop group, coordination off a bit, more individual dance than group dance. Go to sis and older bro, who are working with weights. Help bro set his weights to the side. Sis tells me she was with some guy before.
July 27, 2014 Dreams
1. Convention center place with lots of kids. Sitting at long table working on something. Later on, living with a pretty well-known/smart CPU/video game dude. Post Q about a simple thing. He says he and his wife were excited that I finally 'spoke' with them but that they're upset I didn't approach them directly to ask such a simple Q. Tell my sis that I'm sad and upset, that I was too shy to approach them directly but that I liked the dude.
2. Three peeps. Grays medium hair dude, dude in front, girl to right. Show VG. Make start/pause buttons slowly with colors. (Pause make black circle, two white lines, thin out lines, etc).
June 23, 2014 Dream
I am writing this in verbatim to what my iPhone has, other than substitution of names. Might remember what this means later..
Restroom break. Blue toilet swing open doors. Boys and girls restroom. One isn't flushing, let not go in. Another I wipe the counter down quickly. Line behind me. PEP in front of AH, some other old school peeps. AH says I don't need to clean, I say that it's polite to clean. FB thing, AH bit miffed. Mrs. S announces that some cabin place is now open. Other messages after her (total of 22 new, but in that string, there weren't that many new messages).
Walk across ground bridge to meeting place. At first sit in front row. Then see Ignacio. Can't remember his name (thought it starts with A). Blue and slight white spiked brown hair. Older, a bit more cool toward me when I sit to his left. He's calling someone. Then takes pic. Later on with I who turns to Jimmy. Talking about a lama or some similar creature. Type of car. Imitating its face, in middle of road similar to home street near moonlight beach.
Restroom break. Blue toilet swing open doors. Boys and girls restroom. One isn't flushing, let not go in. Another I wipe the counter down quickly. Line behind me. PEP in front of AH, some other old school peeps. AH says I don't need to clean, I say that it's polite to clean. FB thing, AH bit miffed. Mrs. S announces that some cabin place is now open. Other messages after her (total of 22 new, but in that string, there weren't that many new messages).
Walk across ground bridge to meeting place. At first sit in front row. Then see Ignacio. Can't remember his name (thought it starts with A). Blue and slight white spiked brown hair. Older, a bit more cool toward me when I sit to his left. He's calling someone. Then takes pic. Later on with I who turns to Jimmy. Talking about a lama or some similar creature. Type of car. Imitating its face, in middle of road similar to home street near moonlight beach.
June 17, 2014 Dream
Hi from absence of almost a year! As always, all the dreams I record from then til now will be vague due to long break lol. Haven't been dreaming much lately anyway. I've actually had a lot more dreams than those recorded, just tidbits of people and stuff, but I unfortunately didn't take time to jot down those small dreams :(
Anyway.
Skip out giving lesson to spend day with Haven. Whoop.
Anyway.
Skip out giving lesson to spend day with Haven. Whoop.
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