1. Haven is somewhere in the dream in some school event. Darkish room. Brown wooden floor. Bunch of other people there too. School ends, and I hear someone is coming. I think it's someone famous coming, but instead a funeral happens. The orchestra starts playing. At first the music sounds good, but then they get to an all harmonics section, and most of the musicians can't hit the notes right. I pick up a cello from where I'm sitting next to some girl (my stand partner even though she's playing a violin/viola). The conductor lady (looks like orchestra conductor from old high school) says I'm like a great magician. I whisper to the girl next to me that the conductor lady is way off lol. The lady hears me whispering and asks me what I'm saying. I fumble for words at first and them flip to the next page of taped music pages and say that I'm looking forward to playing the fast section. Then I tell her that I'm already going to college (the real USC vs the other USC) and that I haven't played cello in 5 months. Her voice keeps talking as scene changes. Lady is saying (in narrator-like voice) that people all need a constant in life (aka music). If they don't have a constant, life will fall apart.
2. I'm outside walking through a dirt ditch path. There are some vines on the ground. On top of the ditch (on the sides) are grass. The dirt path is fairly wide and long. Behind me (where I came from) are where lots of people are, including my mom. Walking away from them by myself down the dirt ditch.
Scene change. I'm not standing on the edge of the ditch. I see RDJ walking in the ditch, and I jump down. I follow him and tell him he can't leave me because I'm lonely. Up ahead there's a rope ladder thing on a swing set looking compartment. We're climbing up it. He sighs and lets me catch up, saying that it's not fair for me to say that (for him to not leave me). We go down the ditch path in the opposite way.
Go to a house afterward and some event happens. Afterward we hide when we see two girls approach in. The house is white, fairly large, we're on the first floor of the house. Fuzzy ish light brown carpet. Half nude women cardboard figures? (No idea what this means). This is bad for some reason. Something attacks us. After we defeat it, the dream rewinds back and tells the story of how it (???) started with the girls (who are friends) then passes to other people.
I hug RDJ. The back of his shirt is sweaty, but I don't care. I realize that I'm in love with him even though he has a wife. I want to tell him that I love him, but I'm afraid he'll reject me if I say anything.
Other people appear. About 4-5 in group total, including RDJ, my sister, and a young woman and a young woman. RDJ clothes change? Or maybe just opened his orange shirt--can see upper chest.
I look out of a window in the house and see the grassy top of ground (very lush green). There's an older man mowing the grass. Someone in the group ducks down and says we can't let anyone see us(including the old man). I ask why, and then I see something by the man (a dog or something?) that indicates danger. I duck down as well. Then a giant creature appears in the sky. It's black, has many oozing tentacles, ugly face. It's alien-like, with black mucous liquid/ooze coming from the tentacles (not dripping on ground, just oozing in the air). And it's enormous. I tell the others in the group that we gotta run downstairs. I start heading that way then look back to see that most everyone is not moving (of course). The creature crashes through the window (no broken glass) and attacks RDJ, wrapping its tentacles all over it. My sis is closes to him and tries to help him but is instead attacked by the tentacles and falls to the ground. I yell "NO!" and run over to help as well. I accidentally touch a tentacle on the ground and feel really hot heat from it. I cry out in pain and fall over. Then all the tentacles retract, and all of them go over to RDJ. My sis and I get up. RDJ's being melded into something. Orange new robotic arms or something. Flesh turning into something else or something like that. My sis knows how to free him and grabs one of the metallic arms and tries pushing it up (almost like a lever). I grab the other one. I'm able to push it all the way up while I scream in anger cuz I don't wanna lose him. When I push the arm all the way up, the creature instantly disappears. RDJ is sizzling, and his clothes look different (more black colored than orange).
Suddenly RDJ (who is lying on some black workout bench or something) says on automatic that he now functions passive aggressive (or something like that). As if a function is going off inside him (like a robot, triggered by something). Passive-aggressive functions on everything (he begins to list things) because one arm thing wasn't pulled up. Aka will disagree on all subjects. He looks at me while saying this. I know what he's saying is that pretty much whatever happened between us (event in the house that I can't remember) is lost in his memory, that I will no longer be someone special, and that he has somehow been forced to act a certain way in response to me now. Someone else (young man I think) asks what will be the same. RDJ says religion. I ask why, frustrated. Cuz everyone believes in God, some other person says. I have a sinking gut feeling, knowing that he's never guna be the same guy I had adventures with before, and I wonder if I will ever be able to love him in the same way again.
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